August 11, 2012

• And life goes on.....

  Its been a really rough week.  Between Matt and Sam's huge fight ending with the spitting incident Sunday, Matt confronting me on Monday, the horrible experience at the hospital on Wednesday-but the truly shining moment was holding Tristan in my arms and watching him trying to figure out how to do the "put his fingers in his mouth" thing.

  Its been really hot here.  With everything that had happened, I took a couple of days off.  Vegged out in front of the tv with fans running throughout the house.  Was rarely without one of my heat packs for my back.

  Today I am ready to get back to my life.

  I don't know what is going on with Mandie.  The ex told me yesterday morning that Andie and Tristan were suppose to come home yesterday.  I don't know if that happened.  I am able to figure out a little from posts on Instagram.  At least Tristan is okay and that's all that matters.  I'm just going to give this whole situation the only thing I can at this point-time.  Sam hasn't heard from Matt or met Tristan yet.  I know this has been hard on him.  "The Expendables 2" could not be coming out at a more perfect time for us-nothing like a movie that like to cheer us up.  I'm going to watch the first one again today.

  I need to catch up on stuff around the house.  Make an early morning grocery store run before it gets too hot.  We are suppose to get a break in the weather on Monday or Tuesday.  I'm trying to keep all the pets as comfortable as possible.  I'm getting about 3 to 4 hours of sleep a night right now.  I got back on my stair step machine.  I'm doing everything I can for stress management.  At least Sam hasn't started complaining about the lavender yet-who knows, maybe he kind of likes the smell.

  I do have to say one thing.  I haven't been on the computer at all since Wednesday.  Getting back on Xanga this morning was kind of like wrapping a warm blanket of comfort around me.  And it felt good.

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