August 8, 2012

• 1:59pm my time.  I just got home from the hospital.  Sam just left the house.  I can't even deal with him right now.  

  I. Held. My. Grandson.  

  I will one way or another figure out how to post pictures I snuck with my cell phone.

  But in my arms he found his fingers an sucked on them the first time.

  Leopardditz, you need some sleep and down time for at least 6 hours.

  It was the most awkward time I've ever spent.  Andie never looked at me at all.  I got the black belt in her silent treatment.  I even took out a family heirloom that I thought she would like to thank her.  I thought she was going to throw it across the room.  Matt kept trying to talk her down.

  Her mom and sister refused to acknowledge I was even in the room.

  I tried to talk the ex into letting me stay out in the parking lot and he wouldn't let me.

  Tristan Lee is 7.4lbs and very healthy.  Has blond hair just like his father.  I have no idea when I will ever see him again.  I kept trying to talk Matt out of letting me be there.  

  I'm now done with males talking me out of things.  I think that is the 8 hours of sleep over the last 3 days talking.

  I now make no sense at all and need to go to bed.  Tomorrow I'll figure out how to post the picture of my son holding his son in his arms with me seeing it for the first time.

  Need kleenex and am going to bed.

  • 5:09 pm
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